axelsgirl08

I have joined Etsy! 

www.etsy.com/shop/MyBoutiquesN…

I am selling Mickey Mouse ears!
I will be adding more later, as I make more ears, and as my niece makes stuff to add
So please go check it out, and if you have any suggestions please let me know

Wow...a lot going on. Job problems...which I seem to have everywhere! But there is a HUGE possibility I could be leaving California and soon.
My boyfriend has a job interview over the phone tonight for a position in Washington. And if he gets it he wants me to go with him. We have talked about, and it looks like I would be going with him if he gets it. It would be an awesome experience for him. It's just the finalizing the little details for us like where we will live, because we are not married we wont be living together. So theres some things we have to figure out, but also we don't know when this could happen. I have plans in March and then we together have plans in April to go to Arizona. So I don't know whats happening or when.

What a crazy Christmas this year. I'm not at home. I'm with my sisters in-laws its been so fun. Sadly I'm away from my boyfriend Carltin. Our first Christmas together and we can't be together... That's ok though we are having fun apart.

My haul
PS4- from my parents and boyfriend
Tulle skirt
6 pairs of Marvel socks
A "C" wall board with hooks
2 infinity scarfs
Pitch perfect 2
Pants

My haul isn't done yet...still stuff to get while we are here

Then I went shopping and got some stuff too

Wow has a lot happened these past few days. I went with my amazing boy friend to his best friends wedding, it was so awesome and really fun. Some drama of course but what do you expect from a multi-cultural wedding. Then hung out with them the day after for a little bit. Then this morning I find out my grandfather passed away yesterday. I'm...not sure how to handle this right now. I'm not the best at expressing my emotions as Carltin is finding out. So this is really hard right now and...then Carltin and I have been talking about some pretty serious stuff and I don't know how to say what I am feeling, so I am frustrated with myself about that and he doesn't know what to say to help me and then this news about my grandpa its just...UGH! I am trying to express myself but I can't and he knows when something is on my mind but I don't know how to tell him. He is just being the great boyfriend in the world. He called me a little while ago just to make sure I was ok...I'm really not but I'm trying to be. Just hearing him talk about anything was helping me. He really has no idea how much he means to me. I want to tell him I love him but...I don't know how or when. UGH why is he so damn perfect!! He is seriously the greatest ever. Today is just an emotional roller coaster dealing with my grandpa and the conversations with Carltin I am frazzled but it is my fault. I never realized how hard it was for me to tell someone how I truly felt. Carltin is just making all these feelings like burst out of me but I can't explain them. *sigh* 

The year is almost over!! What happened? I don't remember july, august or september!! and now it is october, but I love this time of the year. Even though I hate being cold this time of year...I don't know it is just a time to slow down and look around.
Things are changing for me...again...we have to move again, but for a good reason. My brother and his wife are moving out...finally so we have to move because we can't afford the rent without them, so I will be moving in the next 4 weeks...yay.
I meet the most amazing guy while working at amazon (I don't work there anymore) but he and I are kinda together...he wants to talk to my dad before making it official. I am fine with that, we go out at least once a week. I'm over at his house every week. He is amazing. We get a long so well, and I seriously can't think of not being with him...this is very weird for me. But yeah he is awesome and super cute and funny. His family loves me and his friends as well.
It's funny how life seems to go so well then something happens, good or bad and you seem kinda stuck...then someone or something happens and life seems to fall back into place, I am feeling like that right now. Nothing really seems to be going right for me...ever it feels like. I am trying to keep my head up and not let it get to me but it is hard, but then I meet this amazing guy who is helping me stay positive without even trying. He doesn't know how much he is helping and that makes it all the more sweet. I can't wait to see what the future holds for us....out of the last few guys I've talked to he is the best...hands down by far! He is just amazing.